But everything looks perfect from far away...

I have got onto my PGCE course and now my lifes sorted for another year at least!! :)

themisadventuresofmaddy:

do you ever feel like you’re just sort of 

there

like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if it was gone

like you just sort of exist but you don’t really mean anything

So I have almost finished uni now, I have applied for my next university place and I am fixing a friendship that messed up a while back. It has been a busy and stressful year but probably the most accomplished I have had over the past few years. Super scared about my future but I am sure I will get through it >_<

Why must so many education reforms happen when I am applying to be a teacher, all this reading is hurting my head.

I am glad that GCSE art and design isnt being scrapped though, I would have nobody to teach :’) Also the A&D alevel is being reformed, I dont know how itll work under the new system theyre proposing. Eurgh!!

I have been before for 5 hours, but to be honest I can’t wait to go again. Mainly because we’ll be staying in one of the nicest hotels in the city centre due to me winning a competition :3

Cant ask for better than that!